I'm having this major internal struggle right now. I was verbally chastened tonight and got more than a few reality checks. My first instinct was to pass the blame onto someone else, or to become bitter and turn that inwards. Here's what sucks: everything that was said tonight was true and I know it. So the only person that I should be pissed off it myself. So now comes the time for change. I sick of being so static all of the time. Where is the progress that I'm hoping for? Why does change always suck so much? Well, hopefully this angst that has been stewing inside of me is enough to push me past that rut that seems to screw me over all of the time.
Here's to change.